I've been feeling real queasy about what I am supposed to be doing. And then it came to me. Just be myself.

 

Our project is well established. I can afford to be a bit naughty. A bit naughty took me back to my purpose. To be a bit naughty. Because I can.

 

And fuck off all the trying hard to do something good. When I don't feel like that in my heart. It's gonna be a blast our own gallery in an established gallery.

 

Letting go like this today has set me off on a good path. I feel joy about it all in a way I haven't for a while being sucked up into the doing good, and it must count.